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I'm so sick and tired. Sick and tired of not having any motivation or energy. Sick and tired of constantly feeling sorry for myself. Sick and tired of feeling a deep sense of self loathing over what I've let myself become every time I look in the mirror. So sick and tired of wasting every day doing absolutely nothing productive. Sick and tired of not being able to channel the creative side of my personality that I lost so many years ago. Sick and tired of just sitting on my ass every day, letting time fly by like it's nothing.
So I think I'm finally going to do something about it. I'm going to start taking my health seriously and start getting my life back together. Little steps at first, but I am confident that I can finally start making the necessary changes to get back to where I want to be.
Wish me luck!
So I think I'm finally going to do something about it. I'm going to start taking my health seriously and start getting my life back together. Little steps at first, but I am confident that I can finally start making the necessary changes to get back to where I want to be.
Wish me luck!
It's Been Awhile
It's been awhile since I've posted anything here but photos. Honestly not much to say other than 2020 has been a mixed bag of absolute hell and genuinely good times. My cross country move in 2019 was supposed to be the starting point of a new life, but depression rearing its ugly head at inopportune times and COVID screwing up almost every plan I had for 2020 have really put a damper on things. My health has been slowly declining and COVID has really kept me from properly addressing my depression, but I've still managed to indulge in a number of my hobbies which has helped keep me sane through the mess that the last 8 or 9 months have been and even managed to visit a few new areas for my photography despite everything else. That being said, I'm gladly looking forward to the end of the seemingly endless nightmare that has been 2020, and provided things don't continue to deteriorate into 2021, I have big plans for next year. Not so much in the way of travel or anything, COVID aside
MLP: end of an era
MLP G4 has officially reached an end after 9 long, incredible years. Here's a little something I posted elsewhere:
Let me tell y'all a story. I'm just starting my second year at university, *way* back in 2011. I knew MLP:FiM was a thing but never bothered to check it out. Had too many things to worry about. College roommate comes to the dorm one day in early September *begging* me to watch it. He spends three weeks doing so, and I finally relent. Next thing I know, it's been three hours, I'm 8 episodes in to season 1, and I have work in 15 minutes. That December I became a formal member of the local brony community. I had no idea that those
Life in Oklahoma City
So it's the end of my first full day as an Oklahoma resident...and oh boy. Already I've noticed a number of fairly significant changes about myself and just how much a simple change in scenery has affected me.
First, I used to be something of a snackoholic back in Colorado. It's was almost compulsive. Sit at my desk, grab something to snack on while browsing the interwebz. Now, I realize that this could be just a result of having been so physically active over the last few days, but now I feel no such compulsion. I have a bag of chips at my desk right now and I feel no need or urge to open it up.
Second, and on a similar note, I no longer
RockyMountainFandoms is now live!
So my earlier status can be ignored. My new forum, RockyMountainFandoms, is now live and open to the public! RockyMountainFandoms is a forum that strives to provide a place for people to come together and talk about their favorite cartoons, music, movies, etc., all in one place! While we cater to the western third of the country, we invite everyone everywhere to join in our new community. Currently the only fandom with its own dedicated space is the MLP fandom (partly due to the fact that all current members and staff are from the defunct ColoradoBronies.org forums) but we will absolutely set up dedicated space for other fandoms as demand
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Good luck bro, you can do it! It'll just take some time, sucks when creativity goes poof still dealing with that one myself. But keep at it, things will get goin' before you know it! 